Dear Diary, Febuary 15,1943


Today has to of been the worst day ever. I was surronded by the german soliders and the blood and the loose arms and legs laying in piles. I walk out side into this horrific place and all i see and hear are muffeled screams or gun shoots in my ear or some sort of animal screeching. It has become so bad that i have to stay in my house at all times with gaurds in front of me. O diary i forgot to tell you. You are now the only person that knows any of this. Im pregnent. The doctor is coming in a few days to check how far im along. Me and my husband couldnt be happier. But im terrifyed. Why would any saine person bring a child into this kind of aweful war. I don't know maybe Hitler isnt doing something right. Maybe the fear of the jews and the russians and every human being is getting to him. I wonder what would happen if someone told him he was jewish. Its bad enough that the evidence of his origin is in ruble in Berlin. But time will only tell. I remain loyal always to my nation and my husband. Peace be with you.


Sincerly,

Maria